Well it's ICLW time again. I've taken the last few months off because in July, I got pregnant. So, if you're not into reading pregnant blogs, I totally understand and won't be offended if you click away right now.
If you are willing to take a peek, then you will see that even though my fertility struggle seems to be over, it was 3 long years of miscarriages, doctors, crying and lots of sex for sure. I'm still seeing the doctors, just to keep me on the straight and narrow and every once in awhile I give it up to my husband now, but it's nothing like the hump fest we had for 3 years.
I'm due in April and at this point I look like I have a beer belly (well, because I do) and I also seem to be farting a lot. It's fun and exciting and slightly foreign since it has been 7 years now since my first bebe. I still haven't bought a thing for this pregnancy because somewhere, my infertile recurrent miscarrying self is still rearing her ugly head and not letting me believe in it. I hope to get there soon, but in the meantime, I'm still feeling a little pessimistic and A LOT scared.
P.S. Even though this post doesn't make it evident, I say fuck a whole lot and also yell at ignorant slut bags and morons even more.
Congrats on the good news - I almost clicked away when I read that - but I had to stay and read the post and comment for ICWL. I can completely understand the fear you feel. Hope some of your baby luck rubs off on me! ICWL
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your pregnancy! I look forward to exploring your blog!
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Visiting for ICLW - hello, and congrats! I'm also pregnant, for the first time, after our fifth round of IVF...and I'm also having a hard time believing that there will be a baby at the end of this. Best wishes to you for a H&H pregnancy.
ReplyDeleteHere from ICLW -- congrats on your pregnancy. Not so much on the farting. Pregnancy was a great excuse for that -- I wish I still had it!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your pregnancy! I don't normally blatantly advertise my blog, but I think you should read this post: http://jenmblogs.blogspot.com/2009/04/35-weeks-and-waiting.html I was so worried my whole pregnancy, and I think this post means more to me than a lot of others I've ever done. Feel free to poke around while you are there. My babies are 18 months now, and I can still remember feeling exactly like that in the beginning. (((Hugs)))
ReplyDeleteHere from ICLW. Congrats on your pregnancy!! I hope that everything continues on smoothly.
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