Sadness

My best friend has another good friend that I see occasionally.  We aren't best buds or anything, but we see each other a few times a year at parties and showers and such.  She and I found out we were pregnant within a couple weeks of each other and her due date is 2 days before mine.

This weekend she went in to pre-term labor and this morning her baby boy was born.  And died. 

I can't stop thinking about her and feeling so helpless and sad for her and her husband.  I know every time she sees me now, it will make her think of her angel and I wish that no woman ever had to live through that pain.