So I've Got That Going For Me... Which is Nice

Have you ever just one day stopped in your tracks and realized that you are happy? That's what's happened to me lately. I mean I am still working out all the depression kinks and they do quite kick my ass in some days, but mostly I'm a pretty happy chick! It's pretty fucking sweet!

Hubs has been able to work out his schedule a little better after some pretty hefty come to Jesus talks. So he is pretty much home most evenings now and is mostly able to only work one weekend day which gives us time to get stuff done around our house or even just relax together on the other day. We are getting along really well and even managing to bone a couple times a week.

Everything is going well with the pregnancy. I had the big ultrasound on Monday and everything measured normal. The only thing is that baby girl is measuring about 8 days small. My doc said it's normal and they aren't changing my due date but of course it still worried me. I've never had that happen before. She also pointed out that at my next appointment baby will be viable! It's so crazy.

Besides that I went ahead and downloaded the rest of the mommy porn series. It's ridiculous how much I'm reading it considering how terrible it is, but I guess it's better than watching tv (or real porn for that matter.) Wait, it is better right? Reading porn at least makes me use my brain so that has to be better. I swear next I'll read some Dickens or Austen or something just so you guys will respect me again. Wait, you did respect me right?