So another blood draw later (140) I just had to wait for the blood. This was by far the worst of the 3. So much pain. So many tears. So much depression. Quite a bit of whiskey. Day after day of maxi pads and blood and sadness.
I went out of town with my friends to take my mind off of it but instead ended up talking. talking. talking about it over and over again. I just don't understand what happened this time. The 3rd time was supposed to be the charm. I even had tests done that said I may have a clotting disorder so I began taking low-dose aspirin to help hang on to it. It didn't work. It's just not working. Something inside me is rejecting another pregnancy.
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