Wait what? I whine in every post? Inconceivable!
So the hubs has been gone for 3 days. Which like whatever. What is 3 days? Nothing. But this 3 days was unplanned. Unexpected. And super annoying. It's hot as fuck, I'm pregnant as fuck, and my pelvis is falling apart. As fuck.
And if I whine to him I get this song and dance about how stressful his life is and how hard I am making it on him. My response, and I quote, "You're a real fucking prick sometimes." And I don't even feel bad for saying that. Because he is.
So back to my pelvis. I know you've been thinking about it for the past four sentences. It hurts so much. My pubic bone is splitting apart so that even when I'm lying down, it screams when I try to move my legs. I also have what I can only describe as groin pain. I kindof always associated groin with dudes because well, it seems like that means they pulled a ball muscle (do balls have muscles? I don't know.) But anyway when I describe the pain to hubs he insists that is what groin pain is. It's deep. It burns. And as long as I insist on walking, it continues to hurt. So basically it hurts when I walk and hurts when I lie down.
Baby girl is a tiny dancer. She moves constantly. I've never had a baby move this much. It is really cool obviously but some days it contributes to the wall o' pelvic pain and it also makes me have to pee a ridiculous amount of times in an hour.
Still needing to get her room and things set up but with an absent husband, a toddler, an 8 year old, a part time job, AND the inability to walk, I fear that this little gal is going to suffer being the last child and therefore painfully neglected. She won't realize she's neglected until she's like 4 though right? So I have some time to turn it around.
I can't help your pain, I can't make your husband be not a prick (am I allowed to say that since you did first?), and I can't decorate little lady's room (although I would if I could), but I can tell you that you're in the home stretch and you're doing great. You are amazing!
ReplyDeleteFirst, "you keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means."
ReplyDeleteSecond, I am sorry things suck right now. I'd be a total bitch if I were you. Pain makes me really unpleasant. My pelvis still gives me issues. When I'm laying down and try to roll on my side, it about kills me. I completely understand the "ripping" sensation.
Hang in there chickity! Love you!
You totally have time to turn it around. :)
ReplyDeleteHang in there hon - the pelvic pain is awful, but hopefully the moment your Tiny Dancer is on the outside, it will resolve!